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ScatterEverything scatters in this universe,
This hazy world of sleeplessness and
Broken thoughts of trying to keep it together,
Hoping to fix was was already shattered,
Falling apart at the seams with nothing but
My hands, so small and useless in the expanse
Of these engulfing tragedies and faults.
How I wish I could fix my mistakes.
They break apart everything that would be good,
All that I might have had by my side
To keep me from bursting into fragments
Of who I was and who I was meant to be.
My memories are scattered now,
Spread across the cosmos and among the stars,
Scattered so far I no longer know where
Who I am supposed to be is.
Silence, Solitude, Loneliness and SorrowSilence is a familiar friend,
One who lies in wait to take my hand,
And lead me back to a place I might call home,
For there I know Solitude again,
And Loneliness and Sorrow.
I am far too acquainted to say that I
Would run away from them.
Yet they can be dangerous friends,
Ones who would break your soul,
And use you until you shatter.
But when others have deserted me,
They will welcome me with open arms,
And give me shelter when I have none.
Beauty in Your LinesThere is beauty in your imperfections,
Beauty in your lines.
There is no pleasure in perfection,
Nor excitement in extremes
That make you seem too far away,
Too lofty to be touched.
I would rather have your imperfections,
Lines that mark your history,
The things you've done,
The things you've seen,
And trials that define you.
There is beauty in your lines,
That outline your sleeping face,
Silhouette of drowsy grace,
And fold the sheets around my waist.
Wrap your lines around mine
And connect our lines until they intertwine
To lose myself in you.
Every NightEvery night,
I drown again in my sorrow.
A boy I know,
Across the ocean,
Takes my heart and claims it.
I fall deeper,
But shroud my darkness in light.
Somehow there will always be
Darkness in the light,
Shadows in the sun,
Blackness in the white.
I die a little more inside,
Paint a face that smiles,
Even when inside is breaking.
More Beautiful and DeadlyI am born of something greater than myself,
Something more beautiful and deadly,
With more charm than the dancing snake
That would entrance the desert hare.
I am more dangerous than that.
To play with me is to play with fire,
To offend me is to beckon an inferno.
You best be careful, boy,
Or you will find your fingers burned.
Tangled MindDancing entwined in these words
That I made up,
Somewhere inside my head,
This madness makes some kind of sense,
I just wish there was some way
To stop it from
Taking over my mind,
Taking over my hands,
Curling around everything that I know,
Consuming all the life that my song would have.
I can't breathe anymore,
I can't hear it anymore,
I've lost what I wanted most,
Reaching for something I was told to want.
I don't want it.
I never wanted it.
I told myself lies,
And now all I get in return are more lies.
Serves me right.
I was never meant to have what I want.
Tell me what to do then.
Make me forget what I desire most,
What I have already lost,
What already digs the knife deeper into my heart.
Make me become the machine
You would have me be.
There is madness everywhere
And only by erasing everything
That makes me who I am
Can this madness be untangled
And the words will finally stop dancing
And maybe the music will come back.
Skyline MuseSkyline Muse
vistas of sylvan charms
cross my vision as we drive through art,
a mural of green flags
across a watercolor(ed) canvas.
with her arm out the window
the wind holding her tresses
in a tempestuous tenure,
she looks back at me
and flashes her beaming smile
as we drive towards the peak
aiming to hit the highest mark.
the gravel road rolling under turning tires,
we move up and up,
the sun falling the higher we go.
we always envisioned arriving here at sundown
and it’s yawning now,
so it’s only a matter of time
before it must tuck itself in for the night.
so when we reach crown of the mountain
and park the hardtop near the edge of the crest.
jewel encrusted skies tease auburn blankets
as the stars are finally materializing incarnate,
it’s almost heavenly to see the body
merge from fervor markers to cool ink.
the draft was a signal of the art just beginning,
feet moving across clay as we dangle soles
over the edge of the earth as the day
puts on its hoodie
twenty-threescars are like tattoos
no matter how
they got there, you still
like the look of them.
twenty-twoyou aren't supposed to bury your children.
but if you're the one that killed them,
i guess it doesn't matter
HappyWake up be positive
Going to have an amazing day
Watching my babies is going to be a joy
Even if I have to force myself I am going to be happy today
Not going to worry about anything but being with my little family
little thingsI don’t want to be the wind beneath your wings
or any other monumental things
I wish to be feathers
(a hand to hold,
a gaze to meet
a place at night
to dream in peace)
so you can still fly
intentyou didnt mean that
dont say things you dont mean
things like that
theyll catch up to you
your heart isnt the only one hurting
so dont try to hurt another
its probably already been done
but it still hurts
you meant it?
i dont think you did
you wouldnt mean something like that
you wouldnt feel something like that
how could you say something like that
you loved her
i still do
i know it didnt work out
it ended pretty badly actually
to be honest id hate to be you right about now
but dont just
pass that onto someone else
that horrible feeling
is it only mine?
what do you mean its her fault?
are you listening to yourself?
you sound like an idiot
a cruel idiot
why would you say that
where is your heart
look what youve done
look what youve caused
this didnt have to happen
it didnt have to be like this
it didnt have to end like this
things could have been different
You are not a loneHey you
I just wanted to let you know that you are not alone
You may be going through some hard shit and you think no one in the world is going through some hard times
But I bet if you ask anyone they have gone through the same thing or maybe worse
I just wanted to let you know that you are not alone
You do not have to go down a road that I went through
Don't pick up that bottle or the pills Don't use a razor or think of suicidal
Right now you might think that no one will give a fuck if you take your own life
But I bet plenty of people will care even if they do not act like it
I just wanted to let you know that you are not a lone
It will get better I promise might take a while but it will
It might also get worse but it will always get better
You are not a lone
A kick in the headYou blossomed into a flower - a small and frail flower.
You were a nice flower, I guess; I've seen prettier.
But you had such a simple, plain pattern
That it was almost refreshing to see you.
You captured sunshine for the first time.
You sung a little tune each day
(even though you were practically tone deaf).
I didn't mind though; you were happy.
Time seemed so painfully ethereal
You wilted and bled into the dirt.
Digging down exponentially to where you thought you belonged.
You swear to yourself to never see light again
Because its loss hurt more than staying in the dark.
I love you
I know at times we have not been close
But I am glad that we are getting closer
I know that you have gone through a lot of stuff but I just wanted to tell you that I am proud of you that you got the courage to do what you had to do
I am glad that you are finally happy
I love you
Rotten BetrayalWe were never just normal.
We were always beautiful,
Tantalizing and shining.
They wanted to be us,
Wanted to have us.
We knew that and used it,
Played with them like puppets.
But in the end,
We had to fall,
And then the appeal faded.
They turned their backs on us,
And we were left to rot in the fetid air.
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